3+ years into this journey and it’s true I am physically smaller, I am literally half the girl I used to be, but with my weight loss I have gained SO much.With this journey I have gained wisdom, self love, happiness, confidence, determination, motivation, control, understanding, patience, and an ability to inspire.I’ve also gained the confidence to conquer my fear of public speaking by speaking at a Weight Watchers event, I’ve also gained the ability to accept a compliment AND give one in return.I could go on and on for days as to what I’ve personally gained over the last 3+ years.
It’s amazing to me to think that by focusing on me and my health that so much in my life would change – and for the better.Every day isn’t always easy, but it’s SO worth it.
I have so much to be thankful for. I am happy (this is a big one because for a very long time I never knew what happiness was), I am healthy, I have energy to do things and all along I have been doing it for me! My niece and nephew will not grow up having their nearly 400 pound aunt sit on the couch and watch them play. They have an aunt who’s active in their life and will willingly get on the floor and play with them. I have control over my life and my destiny and I love knowing that anything is possible if I want it bad enough and if I am willing to work for it.
I wanted to share a little non-scale victory.My brother had a set wedding date for June 1stso I had been looking for dresses online – having order after order shipped to my house and nothing was really a “yes” dress. Sometimes I’m so used to the old style of dresses (where it covered me up).At the beginning of my journey I wanted to be covered, boxy dresses and my staple oversized t-shirts that came down to mid-thigh, etc. I then started gravitating towards wrap dresses because they looked better. Well, fast forward 2 years I found 2 maxi dresses that fit me like a glove and truly made me feel like a rockstar.Needless to say, I purchased both. The dress I wore the wedding is similar to this one pictured but its black and white stripped.3 years ago I would have NEVER purchased either of these dressed – I’d have fawned over them but went home empty handed. Today I have the ability to grab something off a rack and go to try it on.
I’ve lost 190.6 pounds which is actually MORE than what I currently weigh! Someone I know saw the photograph and said it looks like I jumped out of myself in the “now” photo.I may not be at my goal weight, but I’m trudging towards that. It’s taken me 3-years to get where I am today and I will reach that finish line and maybe when I do I’ll find myself an even MORE amazing leopard dress!